Journal – Introduction

Journal – Introduction

Introduction I began writing this journal in 2003. I wanted to record my feelings and also the events leading up to the inevitable breakdown of my 27-year marriage to Gordon. I wanted my children to understand how hard I tried to fix the relationship and why, in the...
He Makes Me Feel Bad #2 – From My Journal

He Makes Me Feel Bad #2 – From My Journal

Here I write about how Gordon makes me feel bad and how he has destroyed my ability to have positive feelings towards him and any interactions we have. The text version is on the left and my commentary through the lens of his narcissism is on the right.  Journal Entry...
2003 Cedardale Park #1- From My Journal

2003 Cedardale Park #1- From My Journal

This is from the journal I started in 2003. The text is on the left and my musings on what I wrote in on the right. In July 2021 I thought that Gordon has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I have kept this journal together with his e-mails, letters, texts, letters to...