The narcissist moaned and complained about money since the day we met. This felt comfortable to me as I came from a poor background myself. When we first lived together we could not go out at the weekends as he told me 'we can't afford it.' I remember when the...

This was written on 30th July 2006 when the verbal abuse got even worse. When I think of it now I feel angry!  It was relentless. The sniggering, the eye rolling, the mimicking, the undermining, being called mad woman constantly.  I don't know how I survived it all! ...

In 2005 I was sick of taking the blame for the narcissists pathetic life. I was a verbal punch bag, taking the blame for all his weaknesses, failures, insecurities and everything else! He literally did NOTHING of his own volition. I was his verbal punchbag, mother,...

This was written in February 2007, I am telling the narcissist to communicate by letter and that I won't take anymore abuse. Of cource this was a waste of my writing time as the narcissist is never going to stop being a narcissist. "You win G! There is NO getting...

This was my attempt to describe the type of relationship I would have liked to have had.  The writing shows what was missing in the relationship with the Narcissist.  In short everything was missing. "Forced with the prospect of 40 + years in this relationship is...